That moment when you realise you’ve spent the last hour looking at photos of Matt Walst instead of writing! Time well wasted but nor really productive.
Stalling, not procrastinating. My progress is impeded by my lack of creative direction. And then I go and do an image search … lost time again. I’m stuck in a scene, like I’ve hit the pause button in a movie, only I can’t go forward because I don’t know what I want to happen next. ‘Casual Sex’ in on replay for this one. At the same time another story is building in the background … maybe I need to give in and write the start that’s there. Ever watched a movie, a show, where the background music is more interesting than what’s taking place?
The new one? Heartache and guilt will abound. ‘Save Yourself’ is the soundtrack to that one and more in line with how I’m feeling in my real life so I’m being drawn to it. How can I write a HEA when I’m living the opposite?